This time u can't ask her to stay

You think she's back, 
she cries in your arm, 
u see tears in her eyes, 
but it's not the way 
it used to be 
she's not crying coz she wants you 
she's crying coz she knows 
she's leaving and this time forever 
u are helpless, 
this time u cant wipe off the tear of her face, 
this time u can't say 
tat u r thr for her all thru life, 

You think she's back 
she wanna say u something 
and you wanna hear her all thru your life 
but it's not the way it used to be 
she still has million reasons 
to be with you 
but she wanna say you goodbye 
and this time it's for ever 
u r helpless 
this time u can't ask her to stay 
this time u can't say 
tat u r thr for her all thru her life.

दिल में बसा लिया

एक नयी जिंदगी की चाह जगी,

तो  तुम्हें  साँसों में बसा लिया,

हर  वक़्त नहीं पाया रूबरू तुम्हें,

तो आंखों में बसा लिया,

डर लगा कही आँख खुली तो तुम्हें खो दूंगा,

तो ख्वाबों में बसा लिया,

पर जब लगा तू किसी और की अमानत है,

बस तेरी यादों को इस दिल में बसा लिया 

I could never live again

U never looked back, never ever

I just waited,

Waited long,

Long with just memories,

Memories close to my heart,

Heart who forgot to beat without you,

You, the only reason I loved this life,

Life which makes no sense now,

Now all I can do is cry,

Cry, loud and all alone,

Alone when I try to forget,

Forget, that you were there,

There with me all the time,

Time which I could never live again.

Bullets.....

well still workin on it........................................




i see tears all around
crying faces
reaching out to me
askin for help
bullets
tearing out their hearts
smoke
speaking out their woes


kid waiting
for his mother to return from heaven
take him into her arms
play wid him
he looks into my eyes
as if asking me
y i killed his mother
who'll take care of me
who'll play wid me
kiss me....take me in lap
he cant say it in words
his eyes speak his pain
his eyes aint frozen
y can't i tell him
have to walk on
roads covered by blood
fire around me
with every bullet shot by me
killin me inside
killin my innerself
don't even know whom i'm fighting wid

Coz U are gone

I kow you lost
the faith in me, and
it's hard to believe
that you are gone.
But there's something
that's still there
the place in my heart,
the moments we share.
I know I did a mistake
just wanna repent
coz it's not easy to forget
the days together we spent.

frustation

With so little time
and many things to do,
my mind is bursting out
don't know what to do.
Wanna take care of everything
but can't even concentrate on few,
always looking for an excuse
for things I couldn't do.
Wanna live my own life
and keep my relations
but just can't get my mind
out of this frustation.
I need a shoulder to cry on
but all seems so busy
so I'm sitting alone............ contd

I still wanna touch you

I still wanna touch you
The way I touched you before,
wanna get lost in your eyes.
coz I still feel
that love in your eyes.
Wanna live deep in your heart
so that i can feel your love,
embrace you so tight,
that none can take you away from me.
Kiss you so passionately
that our souls meet.
Touch you, fondle you
so that you shivers,
shiver in my arms
and you hold my hand,
close your eyes.
I kiss your eyes, kiss your lips
and you melt as you feel my love.

Never Before..........

Never before did it happen
That I cried alone,
When I couldn’t talk
to someone for days.

I called again n again
Even when I knew,
She isn’t there
to answer me.

Trying hard to write
What I’m feeling,
Few words, even though I knew
They can’t comfort me.